So I'm starting to realize the difference between worldly love and christian love. I found that I am now loving the person for who they are and then feeling the gushy, man I really love this person feeling. I'm so proud to have the friends and family that I have. I know that I can love them with agape love when the gushy feeling isn't there. So cool thought for the day. Someone wrote in a xanga that she used to have dates with God. What an awesome idea. It would be amazing to set aside a special day just to sing to Him and talk to Him. Another thing I was thinking about was how we put our faith in people so easy but we don't do the same with God. How can we put our faith and love someone here on earth when we can't even fully love God, we gave his son for us? Putting things in perspective is so necessary. Just some thoughts for the day. I love you guys!

So here I am in Texas and let me tell you, I've never experienced a feeling like this one. It's like the happiest most confusing feeling ever. The people here are so amazing. Everyone I hang out with is so God focused and happy. There's not a lot of drama either. We went the to see Prince Capian the first night it came out, so were got there at like ten and the movie started at eleven. We didn't get home untl about three thirty. It was crazy fun. I've started to volenteer at a nursing home. It's so nice to be able to serve the older people. They have such great stories.  It's getting really hot here, so I'm guessing the beach will be in order soon. I've only been once since I've been here, but it's all good cause I've been doing other things. I bought a car on monday, so I'm happyabout that. I couldn't have asked for a better car. It's a white caviler. It's beautiful. So this computer isn't mine so I should get going. I miss all you virginians!